September 16, 2021 / Leave a Comment
An evil darkness who deceived even himself.
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Behind, my boyfriend’s narcissistic behavior was an evil darkness who deceived even himself.
What I expected a psychopath would look like!
No piercing! Nor any special movements. Without doubt, no psychopathic stare, that deceived even himself. Surely no special body language. In conclusion, my boyfriend’s eyes were mostly loving. Last, they also had a normal brightness when he glanced at me. Mostly when he was pretending, I was fascinating and sexy.
In other words; he appeared just as an ordinary person while his narcissistic behaviour was manipulating me. Primarily, when he was pretending, he truly loved me.
A person living in grace of God.
I trusted unconditionally in him
When I went into this relationship it was magical.
And so, charming!
God, I was so much in love that I could fall in love with a goat.
His only goal was to pierce my only layer of defense effortlessly. Then divulge my darkest secrets before I realized what was happening.
He just wanted to keep me as a ‘dirty little secret’ behind closed doors. Keeping me away from anyone. All my friends and family.
Behind his loving façade, I also felt the wrath of the wolf. Mostly when he drained my blood. Then he tore up my flesh.
I believe he really had a hard time sticking to a plan. And not following through with a plan. So, was he bored? I’m sure of that. Might be that’s why he needed to go from place to place. From plot to plot. Nothing was ever good enough for him. And he never intended to stay with me to begin with. He only needed the resources I could provide for him. Thus, he was constantly seeking a new thrill.
The story will continue in part 2…