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On the day, I lost you forever my beloved son.

On the day, I lost you forever my beloved son.

In loving memory of you, my beloved son.

Crying Eye

Why do I have to cry on this day every year?

  • It hurts.
  • It’s thumping in my head.
  • My heart beats faster
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A matter of trust. Can we trust each other?

Can we trust each other?

One of my daily walks to the beach. There is something special about this. About this lovely day. I first stumbled over a squirrel jumping in front of me. It was sweet. However, it was
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WHAT DID HE HIDE?

WHAT DID HE HIDE?

Was my boyfriend feeding and using me?

Was he singling me out?

Was he toying and isolating me?

He looked human, charming and trustworthy, but he acted like a possessed vampire sucking out the blood of … Read more

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What made me be so attached to him?

 

What made me be so attached to to my new boyfriend?

Did I have attachment issues because I had poor self-confidence, and big desires for a romantic relationship?

I quickly felt my new boyfriend liked me from the first Read more

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What changed in my personality?

 

What changed in my personality?

What was the biggest thing I changed about myself after being in a relationship with him?
And what was the biggest thing I changed after I realised all the RED flags I had
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Was he ever happy?

Was he ever happy with his life?

I believe he goes through very brief periods of what he perceives to be ‘happiness’ (e.g., financial support, new county, new house, new supply, etc.) but it’s a short-lived and ultimately hollow victory.
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When The Narcissist Says I Love You

 

What Does It Mean When The Narcissist Says I Love You?

One of my own major questions; did he love me?
  • Or did he love my funds more?
  • And what did it mean when he said; Baby, I love
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There are these people who hate every that ain’t like them

There are these people who hate every that ain’t like them

I think most people in this world are nice. But then there are these people who hate every that ain’t like them and these Narcs see these people as
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How did he know?

How did he know when I started to figure him out for who he was?

Was it; when I stopped reacting?

I found out he was an empty vessel brought on by excessive grandiosity and personal injuries. He was starving … Read more

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The idea of starting afresh! Happy New Year 2021

 

‘The God in me greets the God in you.
The Spirit in me and meets the same Spirit in you’
As we leave 2020 behind, the idea of starting afresh may seem great to many of us.

Some of … Read more